Soundtrack of "fr-020: In Control" by Farbrausch, released at Mekka&Symposium 2002 in Fallingbostel, Germany
Why is it that the sadness wouldn't leave,
that there's always something cold in this warm world of mine?
Every sunray seems to hurt,
flowers fade as I walk by,
this small itch when I think everything's just fine;
so why don't I feel the contentment,
the happiness I am supposed to feel?
Why do I still dwell in compassion,
denying to see that my dream's come real?
I just want to finally realize
I'm in control of what I'll become,
without need of asking the world
why I'm still here and not long gone...